SEX ARCHIVE

Stacy. Ever since I was really young I have had a thing for girls I mean everything about them is just amazing. You could say I am a carpet muncher because since I was 13 I have been going down on girls I just love everything about having sex with another woman like when she likes me but sometimes i like alittle bit of cock i mean yes i am a lesbian and proud of it but cock is always good but not as good as pussy well when i put it that way you could say i am bi but it is all good.
alias J. When she leaves my presence, even when it's only for a few minutes, my heart pounds in anticipation for her return. And everytime she reappers, without fault my heart jumps up to my throat and pounds like a drum, my pulse races, and my head swoons as if I've taken some kind of intoxicating drug. It's so euphoric that I wish the feeling would never end... but I know it has to. Because not only has she been my one true addiction for 9 years, she has also been my friend for those same 9 years.

So why do I torture myself with her company? Why do I allow myself to look straight into the eyes of my "fantasy", and not admit my desires? A glutton for punishment I guess?! It's my own self-induced form of torture for the sad mistake I made of taking her for granted 9 years ago. Yes...I did have my chance, and for what seemed like a blink in time, I had experienced heavenly bliss. And in that stupid, insecure moment of my life I threw it all away with no real explanation to her.

I knew what attracted me to her, but I couldn't for the life of me understand what attracted her to me. I wasn't someone who turned heads or made friends quickly, and yet this gorgeous, magnificent woman wanted to be with me. Why? No one could be that lucky...right? At least that's how I felt back then.

So nine years have pasted and we are still friends, not the best and maybe not even the closest. But we've seen the good and bad in each others lives, and watched the encounters turn to love(s) and the love(s) turn into memories. We know more about one another than most of our past relations do. And sometimes we can even sense what the other is feeling or thinking just by looking at eachother. Which is why I wouldn't doubt that she knows how I feel about her, and that she's learned how to use my emotions to get what she wants from me. Told you I was a glutton for punishment!

But if I had the chance today to walk away from her friendship, I wouldn't. Because I know her inside and out, and because of that, I know that she is not perfect. And I have to admitted that that's why I love her still. And I would rather see her happy with the right person, than just being content with any person or with me.
anonymous. we were just friends, staying at the same church camp thing. and we went for this late night swim, just so we could get out of the hot cabins. My friend laughingly decided that she wanted to swim naked and so we took all our clothes off and swam without them. She went to jump in off the bank and was standing on the side, waiting for me to move out of her way. I looked up at her and was blown away by how extremely sexy she looked. She jumped in beside me and smiled. I reached under the water and touched her clit. She shuddered and moved closer to me and put her face up to mine. I slowly leaned forward and kissed her. First gently, and then harder, forcing my tongue through her lips. We started pashing and she was running her hands down my back, sending shivers up my spine. While we were still kissing, I slowly reached my hand down and started rubbing her clit. She moaned softly and pressed her hips against mine. Since we were standing by the bank I gently pushed her on ba!ck, against the grass. She pulled herself up and I climbed on top of her, rubbing her clit. I slowly moved down her body, licking her tits, while listening to her groaning, her body was shaking with pleasure and she started to whisper my name softly. I reached down and spread apart her legs. She opened them wide, and grabbing hold of my hair, pushed me into her. I started licking her clit and she wriggled and her body was rocking up and down. She pushed me over onto my back and thrust her head between my legs and started licking my vagina. Then she positioned her vagina over my mouth and we both just started licking each other hard out. She groaned out loud and we both orgasmed at the same time... That was last year. We're still together now. We're both 16 and I have never, ever been interested in boys. Now, neither is she.
Bigones. I am 64 and was married for 35 years but totally unfulfilled sexually. Then Nina came along and she was so kind and that's what I needed. We walked in the garden then sat down to talk. We held hands and then a long warm french kiss was shared between us. It was beautiful. I could feel my nipplea come up. I sucked her beautiful tits right there in the garden and she slipped her hand into my pants and fingered my clit. We were both heated and needed to find someplace to make love immediately. We left quietly and drove to a motel close by. We had the most awesome love making I've ever experienced. We've moved in together and have a great relationship, both personally and, yes, a phenomenal sexual relationship. We suck the beauty of both our bodies just before falling asleep in each others arms every nite. Marvelously fulfilling finally. I have large 48 inch tits and hers are little turned up nipples...they'so prescious and she absolutely adores the size of mine! ...my nipple still get big and hard even at 64!
Anika. I had had a crush on this girl named Breezi for THE LONGEST time, but I wasn't quite sure whether or not she was bi-sexual. One night, I invited her over to my apartment to watch HBO, and I was SO surprised by what happened: Breezi came in, said she had to use the restroom. When she left the restroom, she wasn't wearing the jeans and tee she had shown up in, but a very revealing neglige she had hidden in her hand bag. We started with oral sex, then went on from there... Since then, Breezi has been sneaking away from her husband (Yes, she's bi-) to have numerous rendezvous' w/ me. She says she can actually orgasm with me, but with her husband he's finished in literally 3-5 minutes. Thought you'd like to hear my story.
lonely. I have always wanted to see what it was like to be with a girl...I have never had the chance...each time I am having sex with my husband I have to think about women so I can Cum....Just the thought of being with a woman is so exciting.....I know just what I would do to her....The thought of eating a pussy just drives me crazy.. If anyone would tell me what it is really like...Maybe someday my dream will come true......
Annie. My partner and I always have the most incredible sex...but lately our sex life is pretty bad. Well, last night I discovered that the wait was well worth it, bringing out all those emotions that come out when we are so close was amazing and after so long it was like everything go tso built up that we went to another place. I will NEVER complain about not having sex for a while ever again!!
HI Well I enjoyed reading all the [experiences!]. As for me ,you could say that I am totally confused about my sexuality ,but you see I tend to be attracted to girls more and since childhood women and girls were attracted to me. This is my 2nd year in college and i am 20 years old.and in my first year 2 or 3 girls had flirted with me and when I was in the 6th grade A girl in my class used to come to my house and ordered me to pretend that we are couples a [guy and a girl]and that we did [role play] that I was the guy and she was the girl and sometime the opposite and that she used to tell me to sit on her and open my legs[our clothes were never taken off[ but it was the idea. She used to tell me to lock my room so that no one will come.

Two years ago I was really in LOVE with a neuropsychologist ,who was 25 and I was 18 and when I turned 20 and she turned 27 she left, and she used to always tell me how sweet I am and that she adores me[Sweet talk through emails] because I only met her once.She worked on the tv as one of a 10 minutes presenter on a teen show.

Now I am totally in LOVE with two girls ,one I used to love so much at the beginning of last year and now it's like a crush and the other I used to have a crush on her but now it's like I LOVE her!. She's strong build, tall ,VERY CONFIDENT ,funny Beautiful[you could say like Angelina Jolie ] she reminds me of Tomb raider. The problem is that I am a shy person ,and she knows that[She's the opposite] whenever she's around I just don't look her in the eyes nor do I look in her direction !. She finds it cute,and she laughs and smiles when I am around.

Could you give me any advice on how to get hwe to notice me more often and to talk to me ? oh ,and how can I make sure that she likes me .Here are some signs

1)When I am in the same are she is [I don't look her in the face] she looks at me and smiles or laughs.

2)Sometimes she stares at me and smiles [Her beautiful green eyes and dark skin and black hair..I want her!].

What are the signs of girls liking girls?

Oh and one more thing ,I am scared of people moticing that I like her ,but I want her to know [only she] that I love her and want to know her!.
Yosshie. When I was a gigh scgool studebnt, I came to feel no interest in boys, Sionce then, I've not married, looking for q nice girl friend.
Teah (19). Three weeks ago I've read these stories for the first time and some of them made me very sick. I don't appreciate women who treat other women like sexual objects. That makes them no different then men. Being a lesbian is not just about having sex with a woman (you can use toys for that), it's about being able to fall in love with her. Love and being loved by a woman is the most wonderful and most precious feeling in the world.
Someone in the locker room. I'M ALWAYS LOOKING AT GIRLS IN THE LOCKER ROOM BUT I HAD NOT HAD SEX WITH THEM BUT I REALLY WANT TO.I'M A LESBIAN.
Sara. I was watching a porn movie, and I like to sneak behind my husbands back and watch lesbian ones. I like men, but women just turn me on. I wouldn't be able to carry out a relationship with one, but I can totally have sex with them any day. Anyway, my next-door-neighbor's room mate(also female) walked right in asking for sugar. I was very embarrassed because I was watching loud porn. She looked at me, not in a confused or freaked-out way, but she looked as if she was excited and wanted to visit or something. So i turned it off and closed my legs (my clothes were on but i was just stroking my vagina) and she came and sat down.
"I noticed you were watching lesbians, don't you have a husband?" she said as she got closer to me.
"Don't you have a boyfriend?"I said.
"Yes, but he isn't here and neither is your husband, right?"she asked.
"No he isn't" I replied.
She picked up the remote and turned it back on. She was wearing a plaid dress and took off her panties which were underneath and threw them behind the couch.
"I am pretty horny, let's masturbate together!"she suggested excitedly.
"Well, I'm not sure if I should---"
Just then she lifted up her skirt and revealed her shaved vagina. I looked and smiled. "Oh, what the heck."
She spread her legs so far apart and i took off my sweat pants(which I had nothing underneath) and spread my legs also. She was so confident and stared at the screen while she masturbated and masturbated. She stared at the screen while I looked straight at her vagina. I glanced back and forth and we both masturbated, and this went on for about 10 min.. The tape was over and we looked at each other.
"I feel stupid."she said.
"So do I" I replied.
"Let's eat each other out!" she said happily. I was stunned. I used to glance at her nice blonde hair and nice skinny body all the time, and now she wants to offer me maximum pleasure? I was horny and loving it.
She saw a vibrator on my tv set and took it and put it right to my G-spot. It was incredible. She fingered me, ate me out AND used a vibrator. I think it was like 10 minutes and I had the best orgasm ever. She had to leave but promised she'd be back for her turn. That was three days ago and I am waiting on her patiently, waiting for that day when I become the sex goddess I have always dreamed of. I hope it happens to all the bi's out there too! love you!
Petey. I was 16, months away from turning 17. She came over my house one day, and we began making out like crazy. She asked me if I wanted her to eat me, and I looked at her like she was crazy. lol Now that I look back on it, I did it out of nervousness. At any rate, I said yes. I let her slide my pants down to my ankles, and my boxers soon followed. She began to lick my clit and I was thinking, Oh My God. It's what I had been wondering about, and it was finally happening. Not all was well, though. Halfway through it, we heard a key in the lock. It was my mom coming home. I ran into another room to fix my clothes. After I introduced her to my mother (nope, my mother didn't know her) and my mother went upstairs, we began fucking again. Only this time, I pulled her jeans and panties down and went to work. I didn't feel inexperienced or scared. It felt like it came naturally. If I had any doubts, her trembling body squelched them.
I met my best friend and fell in love with her.We had know eachother a year and talked often about everything in our lives.One week I went to stay at her house.One day we were alone at the house because her girlfriend had going out and we ended up kissing.I never thought she felt the same way about me as I did for her.Her girlfriend went away for the weekend to her family and I went to my best friends house.We ended up having sex.It was the most amazing weekend ever.We showered together then went straight back to bed...we made love for three days... I can't imagine my first time being any better than that.I still love her and always will...I'm glad I lost my virginity to her.
nicole. Ive always loved sex. With a man, you can control everything. Men are weak. One sexy look, glimpse of your breast, smell of your perfume and they are putty in your hand. It is nice to have a dick inside you. I love the thrill, wondering where he will touch you next, the feel of different positions as you rotate your hips back and forth. Ive always been a sex queen. But I have never conquered a woman. I love to watch women lick each other, finger each other, kiss each other, in general do anything sexual to each other. With women, its equal, sharing the passion, knowing what pleases the other. Women a beautiful. A well cared-for and maintained female body drives me crazy. I would love to try to capture a woman, lick her taut nipples, smell her heavenly scent, lick her puckered clit, watch her writhe in passion. It would be fascinating, the hunt for a woman. However, I have a wonderful marriage to a fantastic man, who doesnt understand lesbians and isnt at al! l attracted by that. But, what he doesnt know....
Jane. Having sex with a girl is the best experience of my life.i knew i was making the right choice in sleeping with my roommate.you see my roommate was a lesbian and one day she asked me if id have sex with her i had second thoughts about it cause i have a man but she got me into it when she told me the nasty things shell do to me.it turned me on cause my boyfriend never said anything like that to me before.so we started to tounge kiss and one thing led to another and we were having sex rubbing our pussys until we cummed.i loved it and now me and her go out and have all of the sex we want.well all you lesbians dont listen to everyone out there they is just hating on us.were the best and you know it.
Ingrid. STRAIT FROM THE JOURNAL OF A GAY GIRL-- One of my most distinct memories in high school involved Jenny. It was one of our bi-annual fire drills. We evacuated the building, and while I waited in the chilly Wisconsin air, I scanned the crowd of idle teens for a face that was familiar & comfortable to me. I saw Jenny, I stared at her until she met my gaze. I was much too shy to make sincere eye contact with her then. But I think she realized that my eyes weren't grazing over the crowd, they were focused on her. She must have known she interrupted my visual appreciation of her.

There are moments between men & women; women & women; and men & men where simple eye contact can open our eyes to a whole new realm of unique and fulfilling human interaction.
Heather. I have been doing it with women for some time now and i love it. I also love sucking their tits and their feet. Once i took my girlfriend into the bathroom and i took my clothes off and i took her clothes off and we started kising and then we had sex in the tub.
From Yugoslavia. It's very hard to be a lesbian in Yugoslavia, because people here are full of prejudice. Two years ago people who came to the first love parade in Belgrade were beaten almost to death. Thank God i wasn't there! Young homosexuals (boys and girls) ended up in hospitals and those who did that to them were not even arrested. In this kind of society you just don't have courage to define yourself as something else than straight. We are forced to live in denial, and suffer for being different then the others. I date boys and I always dump them before it comes to sex (pretending to be a cold, insensitive bitch is the best way to reject someone). I had to experience fear and pain to finally admit to myself who (or what) I really am.

It was New Year's Eve 2003.I was in the club with my friend Silvia. I saw a cute guy, I felt a vibe from him. We came to each other and started kissing. We were dancing and having fun. After that we went to the gallery where he wanted to have sex with me. He placed me on the chair and sat on my lap, with his pants down. I've tried to push him away but he was stronger. I was scared to death. The word "No" meant nothing to him. He took my hand and made me touching him. I was disgusted. "It hurts when it's dry. Give me a blowjob" he said and started pushing my head down. I've pushed him away and ran out to throw up. I couldn't stop shaking and crying. I realized that is not what I want.

I was in love with a few girls in my life. When I've first met Sandra we were 15 years old. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She seemed like a cold bitch just like me. I liked that. I was obsessed by her so much that I couldn't think of anything else but her. When we've finally known each other better and I saw how shallow she is, I wasn't attracted to her sexually anymore. We were just good friends from class for the next four years. That proves that good looks is not the only thing I look for in a girl.

I'm 19, and because of my frustration I didn't have any sexual experience. I've never even kissed a girl, because i'm too afraid to make the first move. But eventhough one thing is for sure: I am a lesbian as lesbian can be, and it's such a relief to say that to someone. Thank you.(sorry for my bad English).
emma. my first time was when i was 15 with my first girlfriend. i thought that i was going to have the house to myself for the evening because my parents had gone out. my girlfriend came over and while we were both covered in squirty cream, my parents walked in! they are complete homophobics and when they saw me entangled with another girl they went absolutely mad. i moved into my girlfriendıs house because my parents wouldnıt let me live at home anymore!
geek girl, 19. About 3-4 years ago, I started to understand that I see women in a different way.But I could never imagine that I could actually do anything with a woman! I couldnıt imagine my self as a lesbian! But about a year ago I had a dream that helped me understand what I want. I dreamed about me kissing very passionately with a sexy woman. When I woke up I was very confused but happy at the same time! I was still thinking that this kiss was very hot, even though i was awake! Well that was it! A month later I was having my first sexual experience with a girl, a friend of mine but not very close friend. And finally we became a couple! Only a few people knew about us. Not our parents of course! Unfortunately ,we had to face many problems and we broke up a few days ago. I still consider her as a friend of mine. But having sex with her, was an unforgettable experience full of passion and several orgasms!!! I hope she is happy now...!
lindy. Me and my best friend were having a slumber party, and I asked if she had ever had feelings towards another girl. She said kind of, so I asked her who it was. She just said 'oh, no-one, lets do makeovers'. We went into the bathroom and she started doing my make up. She had bought a new lipstick, so she put some on me. When she finished, she told me that my lips looked beautiful. She asked if she could take a closer look at them, and I said yes, I didn't know what she meant. It was then she looked at me strangely and moved in. She kissed me once on the lips and said 'is that ok?'. I said yes and kissed her back, this time with full on tongues and everything. She started kissing my neck and unbuttoning my shirt and bra. When I was topless, she told me to sit down, and she stripped sexily in front of me. After that she pushed me on to the ground on my back and moved all the way down and started licking me. It went on for ages, and she did most of the work. I just ! took it all in happily. We never tell anyone about it, apart from our male friend who caught us in the park when we were kissing.
margie. My first time was with my sister. I was 12 and she was 15. It started when we were practice kissing each other. It just led us to touching and feeling each other. It went on all through our school years. Either I would or she would sneak into each others room after everyone was asleep and crawl into bed. We would play and then go back to our own room. We were very close and still are though it has been years since we have done anything together.
CONFUSED. Finally can any1 give me an answer...? i read about all these experiences and i wonder.. all these emotions i'm longing to feel.. what should i do??????? i have a boyfriend and we have a good time but i need something more than 'good time'..

i also have met an amazing girl from the internet which there's no doubt i fell in love with her ,honestly, but we are SOOOO far away unfortunatly... i always dream of the day that i'll be able to meet her.. she's saying things i always wanted to hear...... she knows me better than any1 i trust her the most.. i trully love her... damn distance.. i never felt that way for a woman again.. but i was always kind of curious about lesbians and what all is it about i never loved a woman that much...

and another thing.. i'm so stupid that i talked about these feeling to my best friend(girl).. she didn't say much but i understand she's a bit worried about me.. she said that i should go on my relationship with my boyfriend.. and she also said that she was jealous..!!that confused me a lot... i must admit i have some feeling for her but i know she straight..well i'm supposed to be straight too...dahh.. it's confusing isn't it? every story i've read is about one who made the first step and the other who accepted.. but i've never seen a gay girl in my country.. are they hidding or something

-but i feel like giving him and me a lie about everything , i'm not in love with him..

if an1 feels like want to spent 2min to answer me please i would really appreciate it.. i'm so confused..
anonymous. I was in a bar having a drink when this really nice girl came and sat next to me she had red hair and i noticed that her tits were large i felt my pussy moisten i could see her nipples she was wearing a white top which was slightly see through and a navy blue skirt she smiled at me and i brought her a drink her name was Lilly i went to the toilet and when i came back she was still still siting down but her leg was up while she strapped her shoe on and i could see her white panties we went back out and we got a cab home i went into her house where we chatted and drank vodka suddenly i leaned in and kissed her she responded back and we were kissing passionetly while one of her hands was in my tshirt touching my tits and her other hand was in my hair i ripped my t shirt off and she put one of my nipples in her mouth and sucked on it i began to moan i put one of my hands up her skirt and squezzed her arse i took her tshirt off and  i put her down on the sofa and began licking her stomach and her nipple went in to my mouth and began sucking it like a baby i took my trousers off and my panties and sat on her face and she licked my pussy so nicely she was really good at it i kept moaning and orgasm was hitting me i got off her and she got up i sat down and she lied back down on my knees i rolled up her skirt and put one hand in her panties shoved two fingers in and was finger fucking her i slowly pulled her panties down and sucked her pussy while she moaned and was rubbing her tits and her juices drenched my finger and i licked them off she closed her eyes and i collapsed on her and we fell asleep.
anonymous. I have no experiences with women. I have been married for 29 years and enjoy sex wit my husband immensly.He's an incredible lover. I have to admit though that I have thought about what sex would be like with a woman, because it seems so exotic. I would never experiment because it goes contrary to my christian beliefs and moral beliefs. This just seemed like the right place to get this thought off my head.
anonymous. i am gay and have been out since highschool.i have always been attracted to straight girls and vice versa. one night after a long night of drinking and making eyes at this beautiful senior( college) she decided to come home with me. i was nervous knowing this would be her first experience with a woman. we put in some cowboy junkiesand kissed as the candle light danced on our faces. it wasnt long before i had my hands cradling her almost too perfect breasts. her nipples so hard it was everything i could do to not rip her clothes of and twirl the shit out of them with my tongue. i wasnt patient though,,it was hard,,very hard. then she took my shirt off and i did the same and began playing my fantasy out on her nipples. we began groaning in ectacy trusting our pelvis together. i could feel myself juicing all over myself so i slid her pants off. to my surprise her pussy was saturated through her thing panties. i kissed up her leg and inner thigh until finally she pushed my f! ace into her pust where the marriage my my slaive and her pre cum maid for an almost spiritual moment. she graoned louder and louder and i twirled my tongue at high speed arounnd her clit. finally i put two fingers into her and licker her clit until she sram . right before she got real loud i laid her on y pack and slid my pants off. genlty at first, i applied my wet pussy on hers. increassing presured i began fucking her with my pussy so hard i was sore the nexy days. her hand digging into my tight ass i thrust my cum filed pussy all her her clit and pelvis. we had violent passinate sex and after i took her cum, applied it too her nipples and licked it off. we have been together for 2 years..and this was only the beginning.
Amanda S. The first night we met I ended up sleeping with her... Cuddled up against her side with my head resting on her shoulder and one leg tossed across her thighs. We exchanged words for hours that night, building a bond that would eventually grow into love. The second night we spent curled up together watching a movie and exchanged our first kiss that would eventually lead to passionate nights of making love. The third night we went out on our first date and since then we have lost ourselves in the love we share.
Mallory. Me and my best friend were at a party when we all of a sudden we started kissing at first i thought ok this is a bit weird then i kind of liked it. within a few days i feel in love with her and we make love every night since it was a magical gift that one night.
m. one night at a supermarket with a complete stranger! we made eye contact and she smiled at me. i had no idea i was a lesbian. she brushed past me, letting her hand trail over my ass - and i followed, with no idea why. she led me to the bathroom, closed us in a cubicle and pulled off her jeans, revealing THE MOST perfect ass ever. she put my hand on her crouch and then closed her eyes. After putting her in heaven she knelt down, opened my legs..i couldnt help but scream by the end

it was my first and only. but i know i love women, they r sooooo much better than men....

Liz. I went to a bar on Christmas eve alone because I did not want to be depressed...I saw a girl who played pool and everytime she bent over I could see the strap of her panties.I commented on this to her...next thing I knew was when I went to the bathroom up she came behind me spun me around and layed one on me.Ok...so I kissed her back as she slid her hand down my jeans....ok...so I slid my hand up her top and felt these warm firm breast..I could tell she was young because her nipples were pink. The next thing I knew she had my pants and thong down around my ankles...said she wanted to taste me.....It wasn't fair so I lifted her up by her tiny hips and had a taste of my own...needless to say we ended up going home together for some more fun.......the best part was that it was a straight bar...hahaha
Korin. It was the way the sun shown down on her hair, how her eyes sparkled golden, how her lips made a little smile of knowing how i felt that filled my mind with images of her constantly. I knew i liked her so much... but i couldn't admit i loved her.. no she was too far away, why would she love a fool like I. I never knew how she felt..She always left me wondering..Finally one night, like many before, i stayed the night in her room, i stroked her hair and neck, completely intoxicated by her scent, by her smooth milk white skin, i had never seen anyone so beautiful, so confident everything i wanted to be. I tied back her hair and ran my fingers all over her neck, back and front, just tickling the tops of her breasts, i could feel her breathing change, but was trying to hide it from me, she was scared... so was i but all i knew is that this was the night, the night i had to have her.. only she could complete me. I kissed and nibbled at her neck and she nudged me off, i went to the bed to see if, if indeed i had gotten her interested, she came up to me, pushed me down, tickled my inner thighs, up under my shirt, the touch was so soft, comforting and then i tried to get up, this was her chance, she grabbed my throat i couldn't breath, it was incredible, she gave me that little smile that she knew what i had always wanted, always desired for her lips and her hands to do, i shiver just thinking about how she knew every spot to hit how i loved her razor teeth to sink into my neck so that the pain shot threw my entire body, causing me to writhe in excitement, but she would not let me touch her, how i wanted to kiss her and slid my fingers in and out of her causing unceasing moans, to show her how the tongue could be used to unleash her tension, i knew that would be the best i would have. She teased me, licked me and finally i felt her small hands slowly work down my "comfy" pants to play with me, i was so hot with desire i felt as if i would burst, she did everything right, i felt her strong embrace around my waist as i moved back into her she bit so hard, so passionately, i gripped her legs and arms unable to hold still it was so...so.. there isn't a word to expression how perfect it was.. how perfect she seemed.. and then i came... i felt complete.. as if i would spend the rest of my life wishing to have that every night, to watch her fall asleep next to me while i caress her face and hair... whispering how much i love her as a tear falls down my cheek becuz i loved her so much more than anyone else in my lifetime... so much it hurt in a wonderful way..to watch the sun rise and wash over her making her look like an angel..she was my soulmate.. my other half...I'll always love you Dawn no matter where you are...just keep that in mind.. that someone does
Katania. Ive lain back on the chaise, the door is unlocked and soft music is playing. Gentle candlelight dances on my silken skin. I drift into a comfortable but light sleep, I barely hear the door open and close, but I can fully feel her presence in the room. Her soft footsteps cross to the chaise and she lowers herself to the floor. Gently she parts my legs and runs a beautifully manicured finger up my shaven lips. The warmth emitting from my pussy gives her the permission she needs to gently part my lips and flick her finger across my hardened clit. I gasp for air as she she brings to my first orgasm. I can feel the hot juices overflow from my tight hole. She spreads my legs wide and begins to lick up my fine wine as her finger continues to flick with ferocity over my clitoris, she whispers for me to cum into her mouth. My hand grabs the back of her head and shoves her tongue deeper into my pussy. I yell to her to fuck me harder. She comes up for air and grabs a strap on dildo, which she puts on to shove into my tight wet pussy. She jams the cock head into my hole and fucks me hard and long. Grabbing for my tits I pinch and massage my hard nipples and with my other hand I finger my clit till my body is wracked with sweat and shivers. I scream for her to fuck me and she does. I cum over and over again and my body siezes from all the cock she can fill me with. She takes the dildo out and makes me lick off all my own cum before placing her pussy on my mouth. She rides my face till I am covered in her creamy warmth. I lick up every bit finger fucking her till she can't cum anymore.
Anna. I am scared to write because it is hard for me to face the reality of my desires for women while I still am in a relationship, and while there is still one man out there that I lust for. But now that I think about it, even with a man who was very emotional during sex and gratifying. I still fantasized about girls. I have always been attracted to women...I had some experiences very young with neighbor girls..my sister and a girl from my school. I made out with a girl when I was in third grade and after awhile she wouldn't kiss me anymore. Since then I haven't been with a girl..and I wish every day that I could. When friends touch me in any way..i get shivers all over. I feel that sex with men is so one sided. My boyfriend seems to be scared of my vagina..scared of intimacy. He is selfish and it enrages me at times. I dream that one day I can hold a girl in my arms, her back pressed up against my chest..and massage her into the most wild release...and I will show her that! I care about how she feels and acknowledge her desires. I will share myself and become alive. That is really how I feel. Thank you so much for a place to let us speak.
I was 17 when I had my first experience. I was on the cheerleading team when I first started realizing that I was attracted to other girls. My friend Jenny caught me checking her out one day offered me a ride home.

While in the car, (I didn't know that she had caught me) Jenny started coming onto me. Putting her hand on my leg (I was wearing shorts and tee shirt like her. Her hand kept moving higher up on my leg until it was under my shorts she proceeded to masturbate me until I came in my panties.

I knew that both my parents were working so I suggested we go to my house. When there, we proceeded upstairs to my bedroom. We sat down on my bed and started kissing, our tongues meeting while our hands were all over each other. I reached down and pulled her shirt off over her head. She reached behind and unhooked her bra popping her boobs out

anonymous.

roses r red
pussy aint blue
i cant wait to feel u!!

jane from rochester.

roses r red
pussy aint blue
i cant wait to feel u!!

anonymous. I told by boyfriend after a year of us being together that i was bi curious and i thought he would go mad and possibly leave me but to my suprise he smiled and hugged me but unfortunatly up until now nothing has come about it and when we make love i dream of it soooo much he even tells me to imagine what it would be like to fuck him and be in the 69 position with another woman lickin and suckin each others clits and other positions too....well all i can say now is to those women who have experience sex with other women is your so lucky i just hope i can find a woman to help us fulfill our sexual desires
Sherrie. Me and my cousin at a Christmas party. Actually it was after the party. Our first time was together.
Moira. One love so far. Loving this new experience.
anonymous. Had one experienced girlfriend and got addicted to it.
anonymous. I just recently came out to my parents after they caught me kissing my friend Joan.
anonymous. i was in the locker room at my school and i noticed myself fingering and watching some girls change andthen i found myself really staring and gettiong hot inside when some one asked what was up i told them i was horny and they said that we shouild get together and then we ended up having sex right in the locker room
anonymous. oui j'ai de l'espŽriance avec les femmes j'aime les femmes et j'aime faire l'amour avec les femmes.
anonymous. IM FROM ROME AND I HAD A BEAUTIFUL FRIEND AZZURRA.SHE IS BLONDE HAIR AND BLUE EYES I LIKED HER FOR MANY TIME BUT I HAD NOT THE COURAGE TO TELL HER.I WAS FUCKING WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND SHE WAS SPYING US I SAW HER AND I TELL HER "come"i started to lick her neck meanwhile she was under me and i could feel her wet pussy on my legs.i come for the first time in my life.now i want only fames.......
anonymous. I am 14 years old and i'm already having sex with another girl. I find nothing wrong with that,but she's 25! I really love her and she really loves me but i'm confused and i'm scared. We make love to each other 3-5 times a day and my parents are getting suspicios because she over all the time, they think shes only 18. I don't know how to tell them.
anonymous. Sex with a women is beautiful and very warm, thanks Renee.
anonymous. no exp. just dream about lesbian love often. I am married with one child and i doubt my husband would understand. so i just keep it to myself and in my dreams at night or i imagine what it would be like while i'm making love with my husband. but i know it has to be even better than i imagine.
anonymous.

I am truly inspired by reading others' experiences. I know I will make love with another woman for the first time very soon, for I can think of little else.

It will likely cause much disruption in my life but I am certain that it will be beautiful and inevitable.

I love women, I love myself and my body though I am far from perfect. I think, and hope that the experience will bring me great peace.

anonymous. I was 22 and me and a girlfriend had been drinking. The liquor really lowered my inhibitions. Here I was a married woman and new mother but it didn't seem to matter. I just reached for her face and pulled it close to mine and than kissed her without hesitation. Like I had done it a million times. I didn't think at all. I only reacted to what I was feeling. There was no time or space just that moment. I couldn't believe how natural it felt to me. She seemed surprised but didn't stop me. When I got her jeans off, I knew how much she needed me to release her tension. I made her wait for as long as I could until she grabbed my head and wouldn't let go until she was free of desire.
anonymous. i wrote this for my present gf. we've been together for almost 9 months. i love every minute that i am with her.

i remembered you
laying there last night
as i tried to awaken you
with slight caresses of my lips
but you just moaned
and detangled your legs from my inner thighs.

slipping my head inside your shirt,
i held your nipples
steadily
between my teeth.
my tongue-
tip toeing
across the skin
i've caught.

anonymous. I AM ATTRACTED TO GIRLS, I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO BE INTIMATE WITH A WOMAN. SO FAR, I HAVE ONLY BEEN HALF WAY INTIMATE WITH MY BESTFRIEND. I HAVE KISSED HER WELL ROUNDED BREASTS AND HER RED VOLUPTUOUS LIPS. I AM STILL KIND OF SHY, THE ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT SHE IS MARRIED. I STILL FEEL THAT I AM CONFUSED ABOUT WOMEN, BUT THERE ARE OTHER TIMES THAT JUST THE THOUGHT OF BEEN INTIMATE WITH ONE GETS ME WET. I WILL REALLY LIKE TO BE WITH A WOMAN, BUT WITH SOMEONE WHO KNOWS BECAUSE I HAVE NOT REALLY BEEN INTIMATE WITH NOR A MAN OR A WOMAN.
anonymous. I came out right before I went to college. I had a "high school sweetheart" I guess you could say, but he was a kinky little fuck and kept encouraging that we have a threesome. Well, I guess I should tell you that all through my childhood I would love to sneak and look at my father's Playboy magazines. I remember getting real hot over them and not really knowing what to think about that. SO,anyhow, little did the high school boy know, but he was just revving up what had been there all along. I came out and had several real fucked up relationships-- most of them only having to do with sex--of course we tried to pretend that it was "love" Whatever! So, anyway, another weird experience that contributes to the way I have turned out is that when I was in Kindergarten, I remember this little black girl, Kim, she would try and get me to masturbate with her at nap time. Weird. SO, I didn't remember this until I was well into adulthood. And as an adult, I am interested in nothing but black women. They are the most beuatiful thing to me. My grilfriend of over 2 years is, of course black and beautiful, but that is not the point--she is incredible when we do have sex. It is just weird that we don't have sex that often. We both love it and think it is a lot of fun, but we are busy and...well, there is really no excuse, but we are both pretty content with the status of our sexual relationship. I guess it is just better when we finally get some!
Sarah. During that summer break on my 14th birthday, my friend Julie and I spent alot of time together. We slept over at each others houses every weekend and almost evry other day. I was sort of nieve I guess and so was she. We were both virgins but of course we always had boys on our minds.

On one such night, hotter than hell we were camped out on the floor in sleeping bags in her rec room watching tv and eating junk. On some of the prior nights that she or I had slept over, we had gotten into my daddys booze and this night, we were drinking some of her father's liquor. As usuall we started talking about the guys at school and girl stuff when she said that her brother was away for the weekend and that he had some real cool skin books. She hurried to get them and we giggled and started looking at them. We posed in our teddys and pretended that we were the models, it was funny but after awhile I jumped back under my sleeping bag and she into hers. We still looked at the mags and exchanged therm, he must have had around 20 of them. We giggled at some of the girl on girl ones and we wondered how such big dicks could go into little holes without hurting. I began to play with myself under my sleeping bag. Unknown to me until later, Julie was doing the same thing. Both Julie and I were virgins still at 14 ! imagine that today! I began playing with myself at 12 but it was something we never talked about. I was getting excited under my sleeping bag and as I saidit, took off my teddy she said good idea and decided to do the same, "you don't want to sleep without a cover on in case her dad comes down or something so I figured it best to undress and stay under the sleeping bag.

She said that she got so horny looking at the pictures that she was sweating hot that's why she removed her teddy as well. I told her the same thing and with that I began to touch myself commenting how horny I was, Icouldn't help it. Maybe the booze was in effect and Julie was touching herself as well under her sleeping bag while we looked at the mags. We were getting very excited and we mutually masterbated until we came. Before then, we never talked about playing with ourselfves but it was obvious that we both had been doing it for some time. Now we were doing it together, it was a real turn on.

I felt a little guilty and regretful the next morning but by Monday, I was over it. The following Wednesday I slept over at her house again and of course it didn't take long for us to sneak some mags out to look at. I was hoping we would and I think she did to. We played with ourselves again that night and we even touched each other's boobs to compare to see who's were harder. I or she didn't have the nerve to make the first move although now of course I knew she was thinking the same thing. I think I always did have a little crush on her...her beautiful long brown hair and a nice shape, I wanted to look more like her but never really thought of her in that way. This is where your story hit me. With us feeling ourselves up and rolling around her dog got up from his mat and started to bark. Her dog a german sheppard was always in the room us as usual but this time we were nude. Cocoa started sniffing around and Julie put her muff right in his face. To her surprise, he darted his tonque out at it and licked it! this starttled Julie and she jumped, we looked at each other and laughed.

We said "lets try to get cocoa to lick us,. Needless to say I was so horny at the thought and a little scared. We tried and tried but he wasn't going to to do it. Julie even tried to play with his little dick but no action. Needless to say Cocoa would not play and we started talking about how dogs and animals do it and we just got hornier. We masterbated ourselves until we came and we went to sleep. Over the years I've wondered what it would be like to be licked and fucked by a dog and as of 2 years ago, I found out what it was like to eaten by another girl.

anonymous. I believe that being with a woman that you love is the most humbling experience. Once while making love with my partner I cried in her arms. I could not imagine a happier place to be. I was truly in love!
T. My 1st time was when i was 16. Emma had amazing tits, i adored her body so much. i knew i was gay, but she didn't as she undressed in the shop dressing room.
we shared the rooms we were very close, and we didn't mind... emma found this really sexy pair of hotpants. we wen't into the cubicle and she started to undress, i watched her perfect ass reveal itself from those tight jeans i was getting wet, down under. she pulled up the pants slowly i wanted her so much, i slowly and cautiosly slid my hand down into my very wet panties and started rubbing my clit.
emma turned around, i pulled my hand out as fast as i could she smiled and knelt down to kiss my forehead. i stood up and we immediately engaged into a passionate french-kiss, i brushed her hair, then i slid my hand down her back to grapple her firm ass, she answered by pulling my skirt down and rubbing my clit roughly. i had to do it, ipushed head down into my pussy and she started licking me out, i came in floods and collapsed on the floor. emma sat on my face for me to lick her little pussy out whilst doing so i fingered myself to climax and put emma in heaven...
Joelle, I too am 44. This is marriage #3, and my last. My husband is a nice guy, but it is not a truly fulfilling relationship. When I was in my thirties, I fell in love with my best friend. She was everything to me and made me feel as I had never felt in my entire life. I was finally complete and so was she, yet it wasn't meant to be. I too am looking for someone to talk to on the internet to share my life and experiences. I enjoyed reading the archives of experiences.
anonymous. I am 16 last year when i was 15 me and two of my freinds had a sleep over we all massaged each others clitorises and we had a great time is there any advice any one can give me on how to pleaseure your self or some one else this way???
anonymous. My first experience when I was 15yrs old. I was have sex with my sister-in-law. She is the one who started first. She said that she wanted to have sex with me, and she said she love me very much. That why, she got marry with my brother. At that time, I couldn't think of anything. I don't know what I am doing at all. But, when she started taking off her clothes. My hearts was beating fast and faster. After an hour, I feel good. She's the one who made me feel comfortable at all. Since that was my first time to have sex with a woman. I felt like that she's the one I have to be with her forever.
After 2 months, she told me that she have to go back to her family. I felt sad, also I wanted to kill myself. But later on, I met a girl in school. I mean she doesn't know that I am a girl. I pretend that I am a guy, but when we had sex she found out that I am a girl. But she still enjoy it. Everyday, I came by her house. She said that she wanted to have sex with me again. Anyway, I am still enjoying the most perfect lesiban relationship in my mind.
anonymous. I was out for over a year before I made love to a woman for the first time. It was New Year's Eve, 1999. It had taken a lot of courage for me to kiss her, as she lounged on my bed (watching Disney cartoons). I thought I would kiss her, she'd reciprocate and that would be it. How wrong I was! I leaned over, kissed her gentley and felt her deepen the kiss. She held the back of my head and pressed her mouth into mine. My hand was caressing her cheek. She knew I had never been with a woman, and I knew that she was afraid of getting hurt again ... we were so careful with each other at first. The more we touched, the more sure we became. I touched her breasts, smaller than mine ... so perfect. She shuddered under my fingers and any doubt I had that I was "doing it wrong" melted away. When I made love to her, she held me tight. I could feel her body rocking against mine ... her muscles tightening. She let me try anything I wanted ... and I did. I touched, smelled and tasted every part of her. It truly was the most wonderful way to bring in the new millenium.
anonymous. I have been married for only a short time and I have been attracted to women ever since. I just realized that my husband is not what I want or need. He really makes me sick to see naked. I want to come out of the closet but I am afraid, see I have nothing without what he has set me up with
anonymous. I ran into an old acquaintance from school about 8 months ago. Since then I have found the real meaning of true love! This was and still is all new to me. I was going through some really hard times in my life. My butterfly became my friend, and then she taught me what it was like to be loved. Those memories will forever remain with me! People ask if I regret the actions that I had made. I tell them: I would never regret that I finally found the person who showed me a wonderful world of great love and soooo much passion!
Butterfly, I truely love you with all my heart and soul!
Thank You for your love and can I kiss you here X?!
anonymous. ive had sex with a man before but not a woman. I wanted to try a woman and I did. I was sitting at school one day im (16) I hid in the girls bathroom and started masturbating in one of the stalls and my dream came true another girl caught me in there she wasn't disgusted either she enjoyed it. she shut the stall I was in and she locked it and she came closer and closer to me. I was scared at first because I never saw this girl befor. She stuck took 2 fingers and gently rubbed my vagina I was about to cum when she stopped and began to take off her clothes. Now in her bra and panties, I began to stare at her vagina her panties were wet and it turned me on. Not only that either the smell of her juice was like good, you could tell she masturbates a lot because the way her vagina smells. I lay her down on the bathroom floor and opened her legs. I put my face to her clit. Then I smelled her vagina and it made me even more wet.So i began to lick her vagina for about 5 minutes, s! he had pre-cum on her vagina now, I put my vagina to hers and we started to rub them together. This made her cum but not me. She said she wants to lick her cum off my vagind so I let her. Then she stuck her tongue up my clit and licked up her juice off me. When my vagina wasn't sticky any more she still began to lick me. Then I was thinking of when I saw her pussy wet through her panties. I began to cum. It didn't go in her mouth it went on her face.
That was the only time I had sex with a woman I want more. It's better than having it with a man.
anonymous. My experience with sex is pretty romantic. my lover and i went to a restaurant, and then rented a hotel and made love until dawn i wuz worried because it wasn't the usual. usually she would rub lotion on me and caress her body with mine, but that night was different. first she undressed me and vice versa, then she rubbed chocolate goop on me and started licking it off of me! then we made passionate love in it on the bed. i have to say, that wuz the best experience of my entire life
anonymous. I am an open lesbian, who loves to hit the sack with women, untill one day I realized my swinging bisexual reality. I had this sexy male student who I exchanged math equations with. WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anonymous. I like knowing. I like knowing her body and I like that she knows mine. I like the way her fingers trace my presence; the way her fingertips know every inch of my body. I like knowing her body, the dips and the crests, the curves and the soft. I like knowing that whatever we are, we will always share that knowing.
anonymous. I had my first lesbian experience at the Glastonbury Rock Festival in 1999. I went with some friends and of course we all drank and smoked too much. In noticed a lovely woman of about 30 (I'm 22) looking at me as we all shared the fire. My friends all staggered their way back to our tent but I stayed on to talk to Heather as she was called. She was so interesting and funny that I felt nothing of going back to her tent for some more chat. We got back there, we shared a bottle of wine which we drank straight from the bottle until she leant in and kissed me. I felt no fear at all as I guess I subconscioulsy wanted her to do it. We made love until we passed out but the amazing thing was that the next morning we did it all again when of course I was sober. It was the most fulfilling sexual experience of my life and I just know I'll never be with a man again. To give you an idea of how much I enjoyed myself, when I eventually left Heather's tent around lunch time people applauded her and I as we emerged.

Truly spectacular and I still get wet just thinking of her. Alas she wandered off somewhere the next day and I never saw her again.

anonymous. cathy and I were in her car when we first kissed. we couldn't keep our hands or eyes off each other. it was a slow, sensual kiss..minutes later we were in my apartment. cathy, you are beautiful..
anonymous. I WAS IN THE SHOWER WHEN MY BEST FRIEND KNOCKED ON MY DOOR I DIDNT HAVE ANY TOWELS SO I ANSWERED THE DOOR NUDE AND WE MADE LOVE ALL NIGHT
anonymous. I've had relationship with men before. I am 20 and for 9 months now I have had my first relationship with a wonderful woman. She makes me feel alive and loved every second of the day. Now I realize that woman know how to touch your heart and take care of you. I am totally in love with her. I just want to tell other woman that love is something increadible. Don't be afraid to love someone because they are your own sex. If you love a woman get to know her and let yourself be loved. It is not about your classifying or naming yourself, it's about been happy and living and sharing this life with a special someone. I am a very lucky to person to have found love in a great woman's heart. Let yourself be yourself do not let anyone tell you otherwhise.
anonymous. one night me and my best friend were really bored, so we began trying on the sexiest outfits we could find, right down to langere. We also decided to take a couple of shots of alcohol. Somewhat tipsy and wearing skimpy, foarm fitting almost see through clothes, we layed down next to eachother, chewing on ice. we both looked at eachother and began kissing, and rubbing the ice cubes all over eachothers breasts. we turned the lights off and got fresh ice cubes and stipped naked, kissing, rubbing and fingering eachother for some time with ice cubes. I layed down on the bed with my knees spread far apart and she began to lick my breasts with the ice cube. she moved down my stomache and to my bare pussy. She began to move her tounge around my clitoris, and rubbing my breasts. in order to delay our climaxes, we decided to switch off every 60 seconds or so. Just as i was beginning the process of climaxation, we decided to switch. she layed down and i moved my tounge into her warm! pussy, licking and flicking her clitoris. i stuck two of my fingers in her vagina and began pumping, and she began to moan. seconds later we switched off, now her tounge on my clit and her fingers in my vagina. we switched off for quite some time and decided we wanted to climax at the same time. Both of us moaning and dripping all over the place, we kissed, and i braught my body on top of hers, placing my pussy in her face. Now in the 69 position, we went crazy on eachother, me grinding my hips into her face, and i could feel her doing the same. Suddenly, as we were both dripping cum everywhere, we both came to amazing orgasims, i got up, and we sat next to eachother, fingering ourselves and fingering eachother until we both were practically screaming again, cumming all over with four of eachothers fingers each stuffed up eachothers pussies. finally, we orgamimed for the last time, and we both fell asleep naked, her fingers in my pussy, and mine in hers.
anonymous. I feel for a beautiful women and we had our first lesbian experience in the front seat of her car when she was dropping me off at home. We finally made it inside my house and it went on for hours on hours. After all was said and done we slept in each other's arms well into the next day. We stayed together for about six months, with nothing but passion. Unfortunately it ended to soon.
anonymous. the first time wasn't even intentional. there was a storm, and i couldn't go home, so i went to sleep in her roommate's bed. one minute, we're throwing candy at each other and laughing, and the next, shirts are off, and we're tracing each other's skin with ice. we didn't go to sleep that night. there were a couple more episodes after that one. i guess i owe the girl - she gave me an amazing amount of practice. too bad she's straight...
So many lesbian womyn treat sex as if it were a blanket
of cottonwool to wrap around a lover like a straight jacket
and so
lesbian cot death occurs
in relationships
and in friends
love and lust should be a colour wheel of complimentary colours
my favorite is chrome
the colour of the cuffs you clamp so tightly on my wrists
I begged you to let me show you how much I trust you

and only because you are free and wild
my maverick lover from a thousand lives back

when you fuck me I shake from body memories of
when we were gay boys sneaking around a castle in some
european country
purple cravats and velvet jodpurs lie crumpled on the floor.
"fuck you" I threaten under my breath.
"fuck you too" you rasp back...biting my shoulder
beautitul white pain

I want to take your mind`s eye with me so
''give me your foot!"
I command
and with this, I manuever your big toe inside me
and ride it like it were a penis until I cum all over your lovely skin
and you moan so deeply I forget how distant you are in the
daylight
and with that I take your hand and push your fingers in my mouth
so that the corners nearly tear like rice paper
no cottonwool for us
only leather and chains
bites and pains
of sheer sex and souls and love.

anonymous. im a 15 year old college student.my teacher for social studies was a absolutly gorgeous female teacher called liana gooch.from my first class with her,i knew i loved her.liana started getting me to stay behind after school some days to do jobs for her.but one day she asked me to stay behind and do a different job.i asked what it was but she just told me to start by pulling all the curtains closed then lying on the couch with my eyes closed.i lay on the couch and waited for something to happen.liana can and lay on top of me and we automatically began kising and pashing each other.and the rest is history.we now do this quite often,at school and at each others house.no one knows about it till now and i realy enjoy doing it.
anonymous. this girl i met in a school dance.we hit it off real good next thihg i know is im at her house having sex with a viberting dildo in me.the next morning she makes me brakefast in bed.
writer Anais Nin said that, in order to achieve ecstacy,
you have to mix the combination of sex and heart together.

I can hold my lover's face with the tenderness of an artist with his sculpture in the sunlight but, its not enough variety, I need to purge the passion I feel so I stuff her toes deep inside of me and feel her breathe and scream at once. A strange man once said to me he envied the intimacy two women are capable of sharing as lovers.
I answered, your envy makes you a man.
Our capacity for intimacy makes us womyn. . I ran a bath. I heard some jazz. I loved her.Then I loved her again as I came on her foot as hard as a man.Mine was from my soul though.

from India. i'm an indian and i enjoy my life being a homosexual, life being a homo is not very easy to live in a place like india. i'm facing many problems.there is nobody who support or agree to this relationship here.i've left eveything on time but i want everything to workout the way like i want.
anonymous. I'm 17 yrs of age and known to be one of the most popular girls in my school.. i've never been in a lesbian relationship before; i'm just afraid that everyything will change if i come out.. i envy those who are openly lesbians without having to hide their inner feelings all the time. i have been in love with many beautiful girls but never was i able to open up to any of them. nobody knows i'm a lesbian and i feel so lonely and my heart cries out in pain when i see the girl that i love at school everyday, hanging out with guys which brings me to an automatic conclusion that she is straight. i do have some suspicions at times because i get these vibes from her and we always seemed to have eye-contact every other minute in class. i wish she would make the first move on me, in the dark room (photography) when nobody else is around.. i long for her to have the same feelings for me as i do for her.. i want to tell her that i love her very much but i'm just too afraid of coming out. i don't think i'll ever be able to come out because of the stereotype thinkings of my relative and friends around me that 'homosexuality is wrong'. i know i will be living in pain like this for the rest of my life unless i come out.. just wish i could.. somebody help me..
anonymous. Mine is not an experience, but an honor. I share my life with the most wonderful woman on the planet. It is not all about sex and orgasms. My love derives from the support, devotion, and understanding that my wife gives me. As a gift of her love, I fulfill her every need what ever that may be. She enjoys me as I am, no questions asked. That's what love is to me. To enjoy each other is to enjoy life, that is what brought us together.
anonymous. I'm 21 years old, bisexual and am bordering on my first lesbian experience. This is with my best friend who is the same as me and like me, cant wait till we break the ice together, she drives me mad with her sexual flirting and teases me at every oppertunity, especially in public, especially when we are dancing together. We are trying to build up the sexual tension till it becomes too much and we cant help ourselves. I suspect that we wont have to wait much longer....
anonymous. I have had female lovers, lesbian lovers, who have left me cold with their conservative intensity.Cliches of sucking,rubbing,fingering and stroking. I wanted more,bites and more! Then I met you, and I saw in your eyes that same distant quality which confirmed for me that it was a question of time before we would test trust,danger and dark eroticism. This happens between you and me because we can make each other laugh so intimately it becomes a flirtation and an erotic interlude.When you fucked me against a wall and ripped my clothes off so hard that it took my breath away , not from the force but because no one outside that room would imagine you showing such passionate sensual force, I fell in love. Only I know that side of you,twinflamesoul, dark dangerous safe intimacy and playful lightness. I loved that your handcuffs were a small fit on my wrists The pain reminded me how much you turned me on,how your long hair swept over my back like a whip. I turned around and fucked your foot till all your toes were deep inside of me and I came and left and came again darting in and out of my body and mind, your soul, my mouth ,your spirit, your smoke.
I lay with my head on your lap as you stroked my soaking wet hair and sighed the smoke from a cigarette out of your lungs.I finally knew what they meant by "true intimacy"
anonymous. my best friend and i met only a year and a half ago...right from the start i knew i was attracted to her...slowly i began to notice her attraction to me as well...it started one night when she came to my house, we went in my room and she layed down on my bed...i got nervous so i sat down on the chair next to it...she told me to get up on the bed...so i did...when i did she began hugging me and cuddling with me...i layed down just as she began to kiss my neck and then my mouth..i had never felt that way before...it was heaven..as she rolled on top of me...i remembered the times when i would have fantasy's about this..and here we were...i loved the way she felt, inside and out, the way she moaned when i touched her, the way i felt when we were done...we're still together and still unable to keep are hands off each other!
OOh Jesus! I can't hold my body from shivering everytime I think of my lover when I make love to her, her beautiful eyes, well round breasts and a thick lushy bush that I love burying my face into any absorb the beautiful odours before taking her. I love it when I set my lips and tounge on her well defined rose patels until they bloom totally and that's when I get up part her beautiful legs, pull my fully erected clit and sit on her criss cross, position my clit on her blooming wet rose make sure our clits are touching and start grinding until I feel we're both gonna cum and get down on her suck her away and on top of her at least for 3-5 until we cum together and then position myself on her and let out two bushy domes rub away while kissing and cum again until we're wasted and fall asleep in each other's arms and wake up and continue again ooh no words can describe it you should smell our love juices and odours in the room and I look into her sexy eyes that never fail to turn me on she's the love of my life we've been together for 5 years and I know we'll be together until we depart this world
anonymous.

I long to be with a woman. To hold her close, to smell her hair, hold her
hand, listen to her fears and dreams...
I recently made love to a woman that I have been fascinated with for 3 years. She has a beautiful smile, and dark rich brown eyes. I love brown eyes. They look so sinful when filled with lust. I don't know how she feels now, after we made love... it's hard to find a good woman these days...

for Vanessa. I was 14. After dating an older lesbian for a year or so, I was still telling myself that she was just a "good friend" and nothing more. She had been through this stage of denial herself several years earlier, and was patient and understanding. The first time I saw her naked was by accident, and the quick outline of her breast sent an immediate tingle that scared and excited me. She saw me looking, and came to me still undressed. She put my hand on her body, and the rest...well, I'm sure you have all been there at one point or another. I was just thinking about how I thought at the time that nothing could feel so soft, so right and so exciting. Sex had seemed a stupid idea until her. Then it was poetry. We were together for 7 years until her death. I kept it a secret from everyone who knew me, and although she understood, I believe now that it hurt her deeply. She opened my eyes, my body and my heart, and I was to afraid to even mention her name. Now that she is gone, I regret that every day. Where ever you are, Vanessa, I am not afraid now. I still love you.
Like the aurora of dawn.
Or dawning of dusk.
Our lives are but
fleeting moments of
Lustrous wonderment
and brilliant shades of
Colorful Love and
Sweet Escapades.

But know this is true
from the bottom of my
heart, I love you now,
As have From the
start of our lives till
the end of all time.
I have tried to show
you my Love in
one small rhyme.

anonymous. I HAVE NEVER HAD AN EXPERIENCE BEFORE, BUT I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME. I HAVE NEVER TOLD MY BOYFRIEND ABOUT THIS, I KNOW HE WOULD HOLD IT AGAINST ME.
"What's love got to do with it?"

Abso-fucking-lutely nothing. Especially when there's an object of beauty before you, who's body is screaming for you to ravish her at a rushed-to seedy motel, her tantalizing curves luring your hands to race over. That exact thought flashed instantly in me when miss hot stuff sauntered into the shop the other day and all of a sudden the air conditioner quit - or so it seemed. She breathed the sexiest one syllable "hi" ever heard to me. The next thing I knew, I was reaching over to the night stand for my pack of cigarettes with her "well, that was steamy" sigh at my shoulders which sends my mind reeling around and around like the lazy ceiling fan above us that fails to keep the room temperature down.

Caresses at my bare back suggests an ideal go-round. I contemplate that and suck at the white paper filter, smoke tendrils pushed out from pursed lips. From my slightly skewered angle, outside the sun is set high indicating a day interrupted, a pause or freeze frame while my body lazily tries to catch up with actual time.

As she becomes a bit chatty, my conscious awakens, slowly seeping in, reminding me how I'm supposed to feel guilty because I've neglected a current relationship. Instead, I force myself to recall the mind blowing fuck session minutes earlier - her ass in my hands, my tongue in her ear - and I think, "what the fuck does love have to do with it?"

anonoymous. To all of you who know how you feel but are afraid to do anything about it...set yourself free. Life is short...carpe diem. After being married for 14 years, I am leaving. If I can do it...so can you. Be true to yourself. I am madly in love with a young woman 15 years younger than me that I met on the internet. And I will forsake anything and everything in my life to have her. She has touched a place inside me that no one else has ever reached, and I cannot wait to hold her and show her how very much I love her. We were brought together by The Fates...truly meant to be. She loves me as much as I love her. I've grown tired of hiding, of pretending. All these years, and her words have inspired me more than 14 years of his touches. She is waiting to abandon herself to me, and it is intoxicating. To you all I say YES...we must be who we are. We all deserve love and happiness. And passion, joy, and exaltation. My Sara is delightful. She is everything. She gives me ! the squinty-eyes and big-ass grin. And what is it that is more important than that?
anonymous. Kim was my first female lover. I always knew that making love with her would be the most fulfilling sexual experience of my life. It was, it always will be, we are no longer together but I will never forget the desire I felt for her. She took me to that place of no return and whenever I need to, I only have to cast my mind back, and it is like yesterday. The feel of her, the smell and taste of her will never leave me. Why? Because I simply don't want it to.
"Succulence in Your Beauty" written for Tathra by Ashley Haven.

A woman's succulent beauty,
Beauty of our own.
A breast to suck
A cunt to fuck
My how we have grown.

Play with me so rough,
Rough to leave me bruised.
Bite my back
A gentle smack
So erotically abused.

Let me feel you deep,
Deep enough to make you come.
I want to make you scream outloud,
Dig your nails into my skin
I'm tasting you between your legs
Returning with a grin.

A woman's succulent beauty,
A beauty you posess.
A nipple to lick
A clit to flick
Your body to caress.

anonymous. you look at me and i am saturated. your eyes penetrate my soul and explode into my womynhood like a flaming arrow. i fall back on to our bed as my knees had given away the weekness i posess at your command. i look back at you longingly as if to say Ò take me Ò i have no power over the genious of your fingers and tongue. i begin to feel a rush of heat between my thighs as you lay down next to me and come close for a kiss. you reach out for my pussy and smile a knowing smile as you run your fingers through what has now become a flowing river of my desires. i hear a moan and realize it came from me. i turn in shyness and you pull me closer. your strong hands reach out to grasp my ripe and upturned breasts. you run your fingers across my attentive nipples and chills run through my body. i feel so helpless as we kiss and touch one another. i love you and we are one.
anonymous. My first lesbian experience happened when I was 16 years old. I invited a friend over to stay the night at my dads house. He was out of town for the weekend, so he didnt know anything about it.

When I picked her up, we went to the mall and done some shopping. We each bought three new outfits, which include shirts, blue jeans, skirts, panties and bras.

When we got back to my house, we tried them own. While we were changing, I felt my nipples get hard as I was watching her change. She had the best looking tits Ihad ever seen.

After we got through, I ordered a pizza, and got a bottle of my dads best champagne. While we were laying in bed, I looked her strait in the eye and kissed her. I stoped and she told me to do it again. I unbuttoned her night shirt and kissed her breasts. Then I put my hand in her panties and rubbed her pussy. I slid down the bed and kissed her vagina. I slowley inserted my tongue and she moaned a little. I told her to turn over and put her ass in the air. I ate her out for about thirty minutes. She said she wanted to try it and she did. It felt better than anything i ever felt. When she got done, we smoked a joint and a cigarette and done it again. We slept in each others arms totally nude. We are now engaged and want to spend the rest of our lives together.

anonymous. For me sex was very enjoyable. Something that I would want to do over and over again, and if I had a choice I would want sex every day
anonymous.
she's everything I want to be
she's my mother
she's my world
she's my lesbian lover
anonymous. I was 11 is when i had sexual feelings for women. I am now 13 and love to fuck my women. she licks my poke so gently and gradually. Her breasts are so big and juicy. I love her and she loves me. But I always ACT like a STRAIGHT person in school.
Amanda. I had not even thought about having sex with a woman until I met Veronica. We worked at a shoe store together. I was new, and she was showing me the ropes. She was very pretty and had a nice body. She was 5'6, just a little taller than me, and had the perfect size breasts. On my first day of work, she showed me where everything was, and how to run the register. She laughed and joked a lot, and I figured we would become friends. When we were done for the day, she asked me if I wanted to to eat with her. I was starving, so I agreed. After she asked me, she didn't look away. She just looked me up and down. I felt kind of uncomfortable, but didn't think much of it, until she ran her hand down my arm, and said, "Let's go".

In her car, I was thinking about why she was looking at me like that, and I thought I had figured it out. I was embarassed, because I thought I had dressed to slutty for work. I was wearing a thigh length black skirt and a low cut grey button up blouse. But then she said, "You look great in that outfit". I thanked her, and then we were silent. We had stopped at a red light and she slipped her hand on my leg and underneath my skirt which was hiked up to almost crotch level. She rubbed the fabric between her fingers and told me it felt good. I looked up at her and she winked at me.

We got to the fast food place we had agreed on, and I opened the door to get out. As I stepped out though, I twisted my ankle badly. I fell to the ground and she came around to see if I was ok. She helped me up, but I couldn't walk very well. She said that she had something that could fix it back at her apartment. We went there, and she led me to the couch where she told me to wait. She came back with a compress for my ankle. It immediately felt better. I asked her what it was, but she hushed me. " I think you ripped your skirt when you fell Amanda". I looked down at my exposed red panties, and sighed.

For about an hour we just sat and talked while she held the compress in place. Then she started rubbing my leg and asked me if I felt all better now. I did, so I said yes. She kept rubbing my leg higher up. She told me that I might as well take the skirt off, and I agrred, it was annoying me. She told me not to put any pressure on my ankle, and started unzipping the side zipper of my skirt. As she pulled it down my legs, she "accidentally" pulled my panties down a little exposing my shaved pussy. Veronica looked at me and smiled. She apologised and gently took hold of my panties and pulled them back up for me. Then she pressed her finger right on my clit before she took her hand away. Suprisingly, I liked it! I kind of wanted her to do it again.

I guess she sensed it and asked if I liked that. I told her I did, and she pulled my panties all the way off. She touched it lightly, and told me I was beautiful. I was too afraid to say a word, so I was silent. I was getting wet, and she commented on it. She parted me with her fingers and began tickling my clit. Then she slid her middle finger into me, and pumped it in and out hard and fast. She added another finger, and I watched the whole thing. She reached down with her other hand and started rubbing my clit. I tilted my head back and closed my eyes. I never knew this could feel so good, and intimate. The next thing I knew, she had stopped. I didn't feel anything for some time, but I was scared to open my eyes. I don't know why, but I was. She took off my blouse and bra next. All of a sudden I felt her lips on my nipple. She licked it and nibbled on it, then the other one. I opened my eyes, and she was naked. She looked so beautiful. She was perfect. Veronica had shaved! herself too, and the lips of her pussy were wet with her juices. I wanted to touch it.

She took me hand, and put it on her wet pussy. I was so scared. She kissed me lightly on the lips, and told me to do what felt right. I opened her up with my finger and thumb. I rubbed her and touched her. Then I inserted two fingers and did what she had done to me. I was looking at what I was doing the whole time, and she told me to look at her. I did, and we just gazed into eachothers eyes. She started to pump her fingers into me again like I was doing to her. We were sharing the most intimate thing ever. She played with my clit with the other hand, so I did the same to her. She leaned over and kissed me deeply while we were still fingering eachother. I kissed her back, and then we looked into eachothers eyes again as we came together. I looked at her and told her that was the most wonderful thing I had ever experienced, and it was.

The next day, I went back to work (limping), and she was gone. She hadn't told anyone where she was going or if she'd be back. I haven't heard from her scince, but I hoe some day I will.

anonymous. I lay upon her chest, eyes closed, listening to her heartbeat. Her warm, soft fingers brush gently through my hair, and I sigh with every loving stroke. I feel safe here, closed off from the rest of the world by her loving embrace. I look up into her eyes, and her beautiful brown eyes capture my soul and melt my inhibitions. I touch her face and she leans her cheek into my hand. Her lips touch mine, and a tingling sensation moves through my body. Her tongue touches my lips, and I feel my own tongue move out to greet her. We kiss, and our passion increases. She tells me she loves me, and my heart skips a beat. There is nothing like this under the sun. She is my fire.
Sharleen. I am 18 years old and have a great sex life with my boyfriend. But I have become confused as of late. My friend and i had gone camping this summer. It was just the two of us, since she said it'll do us good if only girls went out once in a while. Well we settled down, and since i was tired I thought i'll take a nap. Well she said she'll help me sleep and then kissed me fully on the lips. I was shocked but i did not resist, I responded. Then she taught me how to make love to another woman and i really loved it. I have sex with her often now, but i am confused about my sexual identity....also my boyfriend does not know about this and i am afraid he will leave me if he comes to know.... i am turning to you for advice....
Please help me
Sharleen
bleu_lover. she watchin  movie..n im down there lickin her...frm her ears..to her neck..i hesitated..to go beyond her neck..but i guessed she got aroused..she pushed my head down to her chest..n i started unbuttonin her sch blouse..that was  1st time i saw her breasts..i was high..i quickly pulled her bra down..n get my tongue workin..it played around her right breast..slowly to her nipple..she was moanin..mi hand was carressin her  other breast.. gradually i went down her body...she seems so shocked..when my finger found its wayinto her vagina..i thought she would resist..instead she was moanin even more louder..from that time onwards..i felt she belonged to me entirely..she belongs to me forever..
JENNI NILES. I HAVE MADE LOVE TO MY BROTHERS WIFE, WHEN WE WERE JUST TEENS. WE MADE LOVE AT A PARTY OUTSIDE, IN THE BACKYARD, IT IS HARD TO TALK TO HER NOW.
Michelle. It was the night before the Iowa dance team finals. There were four girls in each room but the other two were out walking around the town. I had been attracted to her for months before, and something told me that this was my best chance.
As she laid down in the bed I wrapped my arms around her and shakingly kissed her. She responded, shocked at first, but then warmly cuddled up to me. I got more aggressive and started making out w/her, and the rest is sweet bliss.
jae. I think we are all multi-leveled human beings who can connect and satisfy one another in so many different ways. So many women with such heart-wrenching beauty of this sort or that sort and often many sorts at once. We're probably biologically wired as women to seek intense one on ones, survival of the species and all, but I can't help but wish we could reach out to each other in love and trust in an expanded sexual friendship. I have a great 15 year relationship; obviously I am forgetting the horrors of the dating thing! Well, this is about fantasy, isn't it.
anonymous. OH THIS SEX THING IS SO WILD TO ME. I LOVE IT. BUT I FOUND OUT HTAT MY GIRLFRIEND WAS SLEEPIG WITH MY BROTHER. SHE SAID NO. SO I IN LOVE KEPT SEING HER. WELL, NOT ONLY WAS SHE SLEEPNG WITH ME, MY BROTHER, SOME OTHER GIRL, BUT SHE'S NOW SLEEPING WITH MY BROTHER IN LAW. LOVE SO BLINE OR MAYBE I JUST NEED GLASSES.
Sally jo Pifer. Entering a new wet space is alot like going on line- you don't know exactly where you are and yet you are everywhere.
Texas Tomboy. I started making explicit Lesbian Erotica in 1992 because I recoginized a need for more work to help develop this genre. Also, I found much pleasure in dressing up and working out my sexual fantasies while learning to use my video camera, hands on.
Kadet - photograph
Jocelyn. It was absolutely heaven to be wanted like she wanted me. Time and time again, the pleasure returned to me in an immeasureable number of ways. Walking down the street, I felt her -- The memory was enough to send me there. Forget the train. I missed my stop anyway. Thinking of her.
Diane. There we were at the StoneWall 25 celebration in NYC. After, sharing a hotel room for 3 days with 2 other friends, not to mention all the energy of an international queer celebration -- we were ready to make love almost anywhere... Finally when I could hold back no longer, I led her into the balcony at the Paladium - The Night of Five Thousand Women. While the crowd of women danced below us she unzipped my pants placing my feet up on the seats in the next row...
Funspirit. My experience will continue to lie where I have lain. I just hope we continue to touch honestly and intimately and as deeply as we can. I know that can seem scary but let's not let the patriarchal sexual attitudes drive us to unreal plays...
Anonymous. My lover and I share a health problem so we have grown accustomed to using a terrific vibrator. Sometimes we use it all over our bodies, but most often, it lies between us shaking to glitter all our vaginal dreams that lie between our thighs.
Nicki. I spent the summer in the Hamptons. 5 girls-5 guys-all straight! A friend of a friend came to vist us on a party weekend. I found her very attractive but was too ashamed to make a move. We had many people sleep over that weekend. They were too drunk to drive home. The girl I found attractive decided she would sleep with me!!! I got very drunk that night . . ."Oh What a night . . ." As she spooned me, she cupped my breasts from behind. I was shocked but very excited. There were many other people in the room. I didn't want anyone to notice. I wanted to moan and scream but I couldn't. I was so wet. When I realized everyone was passed out drunk in the room I rolled over and began kissing her. What I thought was just a fling, ended up to be an eight year relationship! I love my baby very much and I know we will share a lifetime of love and happiness together!
Lynn. I was 14 and was seduced by my sister's 16 year old friend. I had been interested but afraid to try anything. She came into my room and gave me a hug. She asked if I was willing to try something different. When I said yes she locked the door and began to open my blouse. She kissed me and then kissed my breasts. I had never felt anything like that. She laid me down on the bed, and made very gentle love to me. When she finished, she asked if I would like to try oral sex. I agreed and we 69d. The first time was awkward and we didn't really know what we were doing but it was sweet. I have never forgotten that day.
Shane Wilde. I love it when my girlfriend's body contracts and throbs around my fingers. It is the same pulsation of energy that I find when in deep meditation, and no one can tell me that loving her is not truly a gift from the Goddess.
Audre. I've been out to the world for about 10 years and I still haven't had a sexual relationship with a women It's so hard when you love women but you are not ready for a committed relationship but would like to have the sex and intimacy. Maybe it's because I'm fat, mixed raced visually impaired and poor. I sometimes feel that women are just as lookist as the rest of the population my love and admoration for women is great. I just want to experience the sensual side also. I'm not willing to get in a relationship just for sex I respect women far to much for that I feel that because of my disabilites, I couldn't get in one anyway. Sorry for the whining. I considered myself sexpositive. I am intested in lite SM as well as vanila. I like sex toys and I don't mind penatration I do consider myself to be femme and I am attractive to soft butches.
Claudia. I have had two wonderfull lesbian experiences. I love it, only a woman knows how to touch me in all the right places! there's nothing better!
Just me. i've never had an experience with a woman. i dream about it everyday tho. i read your stories and find myself getting hot and longing to be a part of them. i'm too afraid to come on to a woman. i can't come on to men either. i wish a woman would come on to me, so i could finally learn what it's like to hold another woman in my arms and to be held in her gentle touch.
Sharon. I love kissing my girl's neck from behind... allowing my arms to wrap around her sexy body. My hands and fingers sliding down, caressing her, exciting her, drawing me yet closer to her--close enough to stroke her bare back with my hard nipples--close enough to rub my aching wetness up and down her beautiful, firm cheeks. Hearing her moan just makes my heart sing...
kris. i'm an eighteen year old bisexual that has yet to "COME OUT OF THE CLOSET" i guess that doesn't really put me in the Lesbian category (not to mention the Experience category). I tremendously want to experience both lesbian and straight sex, but my problem is that the only sexual experience i have ever had was 2 years ago, with a pig who was only interested in my anorexic body. Since then, i have had eating disorders, which cause my insecurity problems. I just dont feel that i am not attractive enough to have sex. I know that sounds ridiculous, but the biggest turnon for me in sex would be to be a turnon for my partner. So all i have to do is to starve myself down to a size seven.... if anyone reads this and would like to comment on my feelings or anything else i have said, please do so.
Shelley. I have always been intrigued by the thought of another woman. The sensitivity, the sharing of a need particular to us. It goes beyond sexual, although that is exciting too. Like a need to communicate with myself. A feeling that I am more than one. Universal. In the bigger picture there is no sexual discrimination. Sex has very little to do with it. Rapture knows no gender. Those who do not understand but still have to have a say and that say is "if it doesn't come naturally to me it must be wrong" are wallowing in their own desperation for identity. I really am not criticizing them as much as observing. I'm glad I'm not one of them. Yes I believe I'm enlightened. Why, or what gave me that enlightenment I do not know for sure. In the meantime I'll allow myself to live as I choose and allow others to do the same.
Lisa. i recently made love with a woman for the first time. after years of being with men, i was not ready for the unbelievable eroticism, the tenderness, the sensuality, the love that i felt. i look forward to each new experience with her. she is the love of my life, and also the LOVER of my life.
Stephanie. I'm a 16 year old who has yet to have the experience I want with a woman. I am totally in love with one of my friends but she is very straight. She is also totally head over heels for her best friend. They are both straight but how much they love each other always kills me. To them it is just affection but when they hug and hold each other while they are sleeping it makes me crazy. I know they probably sound a little confused about themselves but they're not. They are just very affectionate friends
Carol. I am in love with a woman and together we share everything including the rearing of our child. I love the way she walks around the house in boxers and a t-shirt. I love the way she smells fresh out the shower. I love picking out her gray hair on lazy Sunday mornings. I love making love to her in the shower. I love the way she trys to not wake up the kid. I love every plus-sized, blind, unemployed inch of her. She is so intoxicating and the mere touch of her hand sends chills down my spine. Yes I love her and she loves me but before any of this could take place I had to love myself first. This note is to Andre. Andre love yourself first, Be confident in who you are and what you have to offer and love will come.
Rita. I was having a hetero bridal shower for a friend who was getting married and I was not expecting such wonderfull guests! Two beautiful women who I found charming. Kitty was the one I fell for, we flirted outrageously and we made plans for a get-together later in the week. What a reunion her georgeous smile, sense of adventure and prowess! Wow!
Shy. I Have recently Fallen in love with my best friend, we both have had questions about our sexuality, but had no one to share this with until we met. The problem is we are both married. I would Thelma and Louise it with her in a minute. But she can't do it. Never in my life have I had such incredible sex!! I finally know what To love totally is and I know I will never be the same. It would be so easy if my husband was a jerk but he's a great guy. It's just that I now know I am a Lesbian, and am wildly attracted to women. I Love everything about them, their softness, their strength, their bodies.
Like Water.
   Confusion engulfed my emotions
   Was it desire?
   Was it admiration?
   I was so uncertain.
   Then, she touched me.
   Just a simple brush of her hand,
   sending a brilliant charge throughout my body.
   It was at that moment that I knew.
   As we became more intimate,
   that brilliant charge transformed
   into the most electrifying experience in my life.
   Our bodies melted as one
   in the heat of our incredible passion.
   Being with her was smoothe,
   natural, like water.
               -- Susanna
Brooke. My first experience with a woman was on ecstasy. At college. I had been trying to seduce her for weeks. When we planned to do ecstasy together that weekend, I knew it would finally happen. During our brief relationship, she gave me a gift, the gift of feeling like a whole person for the first time in my life. I knew that I could never go back to sleeping with men. Then she left me for a man. She broke my heart like nobody else ever has. My second experience lasted only a few weeks. She electrified me. We couldn't keep our hands off each other. I loved how she loved to bite me, leaving a nice throbbing mark on my skin to remind me of her the next day while I was at work. I loved her intensity and her passion. She left me for a man and I moved far away from her. That was nearly a year ago. And I have not sought out another woman since. But I will. Someday. From my experience I have learned to stay away from bisexual women. Being left is one thing, but being left for a man is insulting to the passion and oneness that two women can share.
venus. After being apart from my girlfriend for two monthes, sleeping together for the first time in so long was Wonderful. She kept putting her hands on my face and in my hair and wrapping her arms around my waist. It made me feel that she truly loved me, that this was not just about sex, but about sharing ourselves with each other.
Orchid. I am an 18 year old student, who has had two hetero relationships, and was in love with a woman who I never persued. Every day I regret that choice, and am searching to find someone to be with. I find more and more that women make me feel safer and more loved than men ever have. I just don't know what to do. I'm also afraid to come out of the closet. I just want to put all of my fantasys into action.
Brenda. one early summer night my lover and i went to a local men's leather bar that we frequent. it was slow and eventually there was only one other customer. we we're pretty worked up by teasing each other by now, so i left to go get one more drink. after making conversation with the only bartender i guess he figured us out. he came back and shut the door between us and the main bar with a wink... alone on a pool table and the flashing sounds of pinball machines we fufilled a fantasy most people only dream about... i still get weak just remembering -sigh-
maria herrera. Soy nueva. Hasta ahora conoci a una chica que me hizo vibrar todo mi cuerpo y mi alma. Deseo saber mas. No quiero perderla, ni que todo sea sexo solamente. Llevamos seis meses. Aprovechamos cualquier momento para acariciarnos y acernos sentir bien. Hasta cuando vamos en un transporte publico buscamos la forma de acariciarnos sin que la gente se de cuenta. Luego cuando llegamos a casa estamos lo suficientemente excitadas como para disfrutar al maximo nuestra relacion.
clare. Streetlights tumbled her face revealing pieces through the dimming light. We closed our eyes feeling the hesitation of the night to fully open itself to our hopes and then embraced our souls. I listened to her breathe and felt my chest pounding unnaturally; forgetting myself to breathe. A moment to last forever, calling her back into my arms. I whispered in her ear and kissed her petal soft neck. I swore my love constant.
Stavia i'Magdalen. She was beautiful--enough like me that we're called sisters whenever people see us together, different enough that the similarities are made sensual by the spice of difference. For four amazing days we were making love nearly constantly, sneaking away to finger or go down on each other in hallways and bathrooms and other people's bedrooms. Anywhere where we might not be discovered and several places where we knew we could be found. It was hunger and arousal, raised to a fever pitch and expressed in some of the most dangerous, raunchiest sex I've ever had. It's been four months since I've seen her, but my masturbation is still enlivened by thoughts of her. I'll see her in another month, and I'm looking forward to it with all of me.
-. I was just sitting in my house with my best girlfriend, and then suddenly I jumped over her and kissed her in the mouth with my toungue, then I walked back because i thought that she didn't want to, but i was surprised cause we ended up having sex, (the best in my life) and thats how i began.
ano. We met three years ago by working together at a factory. I knew that she was gay, her lover worked at the factory too. I am married, but we've carried on a relationship for three years, and I have to leave my husband, I am so in love with her, I never thought this could happen to me. The hardest part will be breaking it to my family, I have been married 26 years, not happily, but married. I should have taken off with her three years ago, instead of waiting till my last child graduated. Right?
Becky North. For me, making love to a fellow woman goes far deeper than the act itself. I tend to look more for a human soul than something physical. When I touch, kiss, caress and hold a woman close there is an explosion that rocks all my senses and oversteps every boundary known. To me the act of making love is just a confirmation that two female souls recognize the beauty of what was meant to be.
jo. i dream about other women but i am married.
Karen. I want to COME OUT.
asha. I dream about women all the time. My marriage was arranged by my parents 10 yrs ago when I was only 21 yrs old. My husband is a decent enough guy as men go but I have a deep aching void in my soul and in my body. I dream of women all the time, I know the experience will be sublime I want it so bad at times that I ache with need, every night I grit my teeth to bear his touch. I shut my eyes tight and imagine a woman's soft body melded into mine and just the thought makes me tremble with desire. So far he believes that I tremble and moan for him, I do not know how long I can live with this. I do not have either the courage or the support to do anything about it. I read lesbian fiction on the net constantly and it is the only outlet where I can see some semblence of reality to my dreams.
Sa Rita. I don't have any experience but I am willing to try anything.
Ayla. SUMMER WORSHIP
Hidden deep in a warm summer night, on my bed under the porch roof, he was doing exactly as I had told him to do and I watched her moon-lit face in the half-darkness. He was doing it exactly as I had instructed him and she was half-coming as I lay beside her, propped up on my right elbow.
I watched her hunger for what he did between her legs, what I did between her legs using his talent and training as a tool, almost a weapon, to dissolve her lingering resistance to surrender.
She was half-coming, waiting for the words she knew I would speak; waiting, as I had taught her, for life to become a prayer.
"In ten minutes," I had directed him, "come outside and lift the mosquito netting at the end of the bed, come all the way inside with us, all the way, so we won't be disturbed by mosquitos.
Come in, open her thighs without saying a word, pleasure her with your tongue. When she's wet, try to put your hand into her slowly, it won't fit, she'll tempt you, she'll want it all, but don't force it."
She's mine and no one takes her to the edge but me.
I don't say that to him though. I won't explain myself away. I won't scare him, won't give him more than he can handle.
Her breasts are bigger than my own and I hold one nipple between my thumb and second finger, running my forefinger across the tip, feeling it flatten and bulge forward as I begin to pinch her. Hard. She cries out, and I speak quietly into her ear, "Everyone knows what you are, the neighbors hear a voice that whimpers in the darkness, and tomorrow when they see you in the yard they will smile to themselves, 'Of course,' they'll say, 'it was her, the one with the tear-stained face and bruised mouth. She wants it.'."
Oh yeah, she wants it, she loves it, and he's doing as I told him while I take credit for it, narrate it, help her through, take control.
"Open to it baby, let it all in, breathe, open your lips, relax your jaw and just breathe. Relax, take it easy. Take it. I know what he's doing. He's doing what I told him to do, just the way I told him to do it. Everything that happens to you tonight is because of me, you're mine, no one touches you without my permission, your body belongs to me now and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. You come when I want it, the way I want it, you come for me, not for yourself, not anymore; for me."
"I know how his mouth feels, what you feel is what I've felt, exactly. You and I are becoming one. He moves in you as he has moved in me. He moves between your thighs and I am moving into your soul, riding the wings of your pleasure. The closer you approach orgasm, the deeper inside you I go until now, NOW!" I whisper urgently, needing her obedience in this critical moment, needing her orgasm to set me free inside her.
"With my hand on your belly, I feel you moving inside, I move inside you, feel me there, open to me more, more. More!".
I am a moist whisper in her ear, a wave of heat within her skin, a widening of the spirit that grows relentless. I am her orgasm. I am her self in this moment.
Her eyes pop open suddenly and wide, she turns to look into my hungry eyes. She cannot speak. I will not speak, working below words, beyond speech. Deeper than last time, the opening of her spirit intrigues me.
I am predatory. I possess her. She lies helpless in this moment of speechless fusion.
A soft breaking within, a wash of freedom, and she begins to cry as I release her. I pull back. I regroup. I take her into my arms, "My sweet one, my angel" I say.
He has taken his probing fingers from her, and laying his palm against her sex, he moves it in soft circles as she returns to herself whole. "My sweet one, my little angel, thank you for serving me so well. I know you felt me alive in your orgasm. I heard you cry my name, and I was proud of you".
He leaves us then, his service complete. Love drifts across us like music as he moves past our bed, walking slowly away.
He leaves and I cover the soft woman beside me with quilts I have sewn to warm her and care for her. I slip under with her and lie close beside her, my hands wandering and exploring. "You come for me and I am humbled. I am yours now, and tomorrow and tomorrow."
She smiles.
Her arms reach out to draw me against her and softly she speaks one word. She whispers my name, a blessing.
I am content then, in the deep summer night, cradled in her mystery, conquered by her surrender.
Jennifer Ralph. when the clock slows down, around 2 pm, and my stomach is churning from lack of sleep, i remember the smell of her skin and the warmth of her against my face. my own muscles tighten and release while i pass hours in front of a computer, doing menial work and daydreaming of her sweetness flowing across my tongue.
Avalon. My one and only true soul-mate has entered my life like an angel. She showed me the elegance and fulfillment of being a woman. I had always been convinced that men had the best sexual experiences and I had long to own my own "septure". Upon exposing this thought to her, my lover's adventurous spirit surprised me with a detachable "septure" under her skirt. Upon seeing it, I finally realized just how special nature's puriest gift of womanhood was. I no longer desire to be a man. My only desire is to touch her soft skin, smell her, taste her luscious lips, embrace her, quench all her desires. I am so thankful to be a woman and accept all the glory and pleasures that come along with it. I love my Catalina, my love, my heart and my soul.
young lover. i had dated a bit in the months following my coming out to myself, my friends, my school, and my family, after my companions i encountered on the internet(www.gay.com *RULES*) helped me to understand accept and love myself, my wild, silly, pondering, LESBIAN self...a beautiful friendship developed through the wires or modern communication until one afternoon we simultaneously realized that OOPS we had fallen in love...we met a week later for the first time and shared an intimacy so great it transcended sexuality, friendship, romance, love...it was truly a joining and bonding of souls. at 18 i have found my lifetime companion...we are still separated by miles but once our chores are done we will be together....always...for the next 180 years we like to say. I love Her with every bit of myself i can and then some, she completes my world, and that first night when we shared ourselves for the first time (first time for both with a woman) locked us together for eternity, the pleasure she brought me that night mirrors the pleasure thoughts of her bring me every moment i exist now...
Randi Zeman. I was looking through my parents room and i found some of my fathers magazines i saw 2 women having sex. What a feeling. From that point on i was bored of men. They just didn't do anything for me. My first lesbian experience was with one of my best friends. From that day on until we went to college we went through random acts of passion. Yata Yata Yata. And here i am today.
Impossible Girl.
   I couldn't possibly love someone like her
   No way
   I fell in lust with her
   Hoping lust would turn to love
   But nothing happened
               -- Shelly Bonoan, 93.05.10
Scorpio. Having been married three different times, I always wondered why my life wasn't working out with men. I went on a cruise for a while and met the most wonderful and beautiful girl I had often fantasized about. Not knowing what to say or do, I did not do anything. We got together with a bunch of friends in Singapore and partied. As time passed throughout the night she contined to ask me who I liked on the ship, I told her it was impossible for me to tell her. Not knowing she was feeling the same, she got me to tell her. I had my very first kiss with a lady that made me feel very good all over. It was nothing like I had ever felt before. Later on in our relationship, when I was ready to try other things, she said all she needed was five minutes and I'd feel the best I ever did. Of course I didn't believe her, so I made a bet. I lost! Although, I must say I still believe I won. She left the ship and me and I haven't seen her since but we still stay in touch. I will have a very special love for her (it may because she was my first).
Jorelle. Experience? Only in my dreams and fantasies... I wait until my teen-age daughters are asleep and then lock my door so I can find what I'm looking for on the internet, which is a caring relationship w/another woman close to my age (44). I am most definitely the classic case of "I always knew I was, but got married and had kids becasue that is what I was supposed to do." As I am writing this, I am listening to such beautiful music that my soul is stirred beyond belief---I just wish that there was someone to share this with. I can think of nothing more beautiful than lying in another woman's arms and sharing this love of music. An intimate relationship is what I have been longing for for many years, and, at the rate I am going, dreaming seems to be the only way I will have it. Lest anyone think that I am ashamed of my feelings because I do not share this w/my daughters, rest assured that I am not ashamed of my feelings, and if the right woman were to enter my life, my girls would be the first to share in my joy. It's just that my sexual desires/fantasies are mine...
Lori. I had the most beautiful experience with a multi-orgasmic woman, (which I AM NOT) she amazed me over and over with her ability to shake with orgasm with very little stimulation. I don't know whether to admire her or pity her! LOL She was my first, and I will always remember her....fondly. : ) Lori <3
Kitty. This message is for Kris. Kris, I am a bisexual, and I have been for years. I too have had eating disorders and have been anorexic. I am now a size twelve, and I'm happy with my body. I think I'm very sexy. I'm voluptuous. Kris, before you can truely enter into a relationship, you must first love your self. I have always found skinny women rather repulsive. The idea of looking like a model is unrealistic, and unhealthy. Personally, I fashion myself after the beauties of the past like Marilyn Monro (she was a size 16). I wish everyone could ignore the media and what it's done to women's image.
Michele. Was it the moonlight? the beer that we'd been sipping all night? the way when I laughingly read the future in her palm she turned her hand over to clasp mine? Whatever it was, the second her tongue slipped into my mouth I knew I was lost to myself and the world that had known me as that straight, sometimes-too-serious, mostly unhappy woman, lost forever and ever to her. Her hands brushing against my skin under my shirt were infused with an energy like blue-white light and I felt it burning through me, filling me up until I knew I was more radiant even than the moonlight shining on us. I wanted nothing more than to pull her down into the grass next to the dirt road where we stood, brutally and tenderly take her until we both exploded and gave that burning light release.
penny lundy. I had an affair with my gym teacher in high school. It was the only time that I had ever really enjoyed sex. I married a man after school so I could stay inconspicuous and I am so miserable.
Iliana. Well here's the question am I a lesbian? The idea of sex with a woman makes me so...well, hotter than I've been in a while. Should I...could I...just jump in and do it? I know I couldn't lead a gay lifestyle, but is it wrong just to try it?
La-sara-leen. I have no sexual experiences of loving women I can tell you about, except imaginings. I hunger. (Or, as Sappho said in that wonderfully concise poem, "I burn.") I am afraid. I want to kiss, touch, dare, breathe, lick, sing to the nape of someone's neck, trace paths across a woman's body with my finger, suck on the tips of someone's hair (not to mention other places!) I want to sate my restlessness so that I can turn to other kinds of creativity--so I can stop pining after sex-touch all the livelong day and night, can get down as well to exploring all the rest of what it means to be alive. I feel like an LP that's skipping, skipping, skipping on a scratch: "want, want, want..." I am glad to have found this place where women can speak without shame about themselves. Thank you all.
Orgasm.
   My aphrodisiac
   is a girl who knows how to make
   me feel
   My senses all come alive with her
   and I come to her,
        floating higher and higher,
        screaming louder and louder,
        unbelieving what I can feel,
        what she can make me feel
   Love becomes a new word
   with a new meaning;
   And if for just one brief dreamy
   moment,
   I would ask her again and again
   just to relive it all somehow
               -- Shelly Bonoan, 93.02.17
Noel. Haven't made love to/with a woman yet; buggerish circumstances, I guess. I anticipate the day it finally happens. Reading the experiences of others makes me giddy; I MUST make love with a woman before I die. That's the main topic of concentration, at this point.
Miropa. She was from Ohio, and I from New Jersey. The company that we both worked for brought us together in Chicago. The minute I walked into that hotel room and saw her sitting there, I could not think of anything else but her! We had five wonderful days together. Each afraid to tell the other about the feelings we were having. Now that we are 800 miles apart and we "confessed" I can't wait for the reunion this spring in Ohio. I can still smell her scent as she came out of the shower in the morning, or her sly smile as she sat across from me. Thinking about it now only makes me wish I had those 5 days back again. Things would be different this time.
anutza. I'll always remember the first night me and my college roomate, sarah, first kissed. we came home after a party, and both of us just seemed to be vibrant, awake, and in a "good" mood. we argued over who would have the last of the wine coolers, and began wrestling over it. we laughed, and rolled around, until i noticed my nipples erect and we both just suddenly embraced. we began kissing, and didn't stop until we were tasting each other's juices, in what must have been hours, we enjoyed each other's bodies until we fell asleep, satiated, and full of love...
carmen. my first experience was two weeks ago, my girlfriend wanda is out of this world, we are working partners and we have sex in the company's ladys room.
Life.
   In a candle lit jungle
   I long to touch her.
   Her every move caresses my thoughts
   for she knows not how I feel.
   Her sweet smell of passion
   indulges me in a dream,
   a dream that will someday be real
   when I can touch her, love her,
   and caress her in a blind world
   where darkness comes to life
   and life is to love.
   How I long to kiss her
   For my lips have known no pleasure.
   I close my eyes and feel her reach
   for me with trembling hands.
   I pull her near and
   feel her warm body touch mine.
   The heavens have come down upon us.
   In this state of bliss,
   I open my eyes returning from my dream to find
   her powerful stare retrieving my thoughts.
   With a soft smile she reaches for me.
   She touches my racing heart that call her name.
   I pull her closer.
   Her sweet taste makes this dream of mine a reality.
   A once forbidden and hidden love is now shared
   in this realm of darkness
   that has come
   to life.
               -- Queen.
annie rear. im a dyke. ive read all the mail about peoples experiences. why are lesbians so serious about sex? cant it be funny, horny for a change without too much emphasis on being earnest which is what were all brought up to embody as women. how about a good root for a change without fields of poppies and lesbian icons singing with candles. i love dykes but not all the lifestyle baggage that goes with liking to lick someones cunt that you really like or love.
-. I was at a college party, and I was drinking alot of brees I didn't know this beautiful girl was straing at me. I look up at her and smiled and took a drink of my bree. She came over and sat down and asked for a bree so I gave her one. I was starting to get a little drunk and she mumbled something to me. we finished drinking our brees and she looked at me and grabbed my hand and lead me upstairs into a bedroom with a lock. she looked and turned to lock the door. she turned back to face me began to undress herself. After she finished undressing herself she walked over to me and began to open my blouse. She open the last botton and slowly slid the blouse off. then she put arms around me and began to kiss me while she open and took off my bra. she finshed kissing me and began to kneel down and slowly unzip and slide down my pants and underwear, at the time I didn't know what was happening so I just went along with it. She laided me on the bed and began rubbing and licking my body. she put her breast near my mouth, I open my mouth and let her breast fall in, I start suck it, bit and play with the nipple. She took her breast out of my mouth and she started to rub and play with my breast, then she started to bite my nipples. after she was done playing with my breasts she got up and placed herself in the 69 position so she could lick my pussy. Her warm wet tounge was so hot on my wet pussy. It was so good I began to lick hers she began to scream with pleasure. I finally was sober and she told me what we did. I'll never forget that night for the rest my life because it lead to a 3 year relationship and many more.
Paula Blanco. A minha primeira vez foi com uma colega de colegio num acampamento. Eu nunca tinha tido nenhuma experiencia sexual com mulheres. Nem pensava nisso. Em cada barraca deviam dormir duas meninas. Eu fiquei com uma garota mais velha do que eu de nome Carla. Começou a chover durante a tarde e todas nos fomos obrigadas a ficar nas barracas.Eu e Carla ficamos na barraca conversando sobre rapazes e namoro. Ela me contou que nao tinha namorado e nao sentia falta de rapazes. Achei gozado e nao dei muita importancia a isso. Durante a noite a chuva passou e a lua ficou linda. Dentro da barraca estava muito calor e a Carla tirou a roupa so de calcinha. Achei o corpo dela muito bonito. Eu tambem resolvi tirar a roupa. Deitamos e dormimos. Comecei a sonhar com meu namorado e me sentir muito excitada. Acordei e vi a Carla beijando meus seios e me masturbando. Fiquei assustada mas por vergonha de fazer escandalo fingi estar dormindo. Sentia meu coracao disparar de tesao. Nao queria me contorcer mas era impossivel. Comecei a gozar. Nao podia fingir que estava dormindo. Meu corpo tremia e saltava de gozo. Carla percebeu que eu estava acordada e sussurou no meu ouvido que queria me beijar. Eu deixei e nos beijamos apaixonadamente. Ate hoje quando nos beijamos lembramos do luar clareando o teto da nossa barraca. Isso tem 10 anos.
Mary. I wanted this divorced female friend for a long time. We worked togther and i knew from the begining it was special. We would buy each other expensive gifts and were spending alot of time together. I even blew-off my husband so i could just be with her. My husband just went out of town and i made my move as we were naked in her hot tub, drinking wine and listening to love music. She wanted a back rub. that is were it all started. As i was touching her i could not control my urges but i did not want to ruin my friendship. so nothing happened I was getting frustrated. I decided to stay since i had alot to drink and we went to her bedroom. I kept my clothes on but she kissed me first. I always knew i was this way, but denied myself this fantastic pleasure. we kissed and i moved to her love spot. It was my first real sexual experience besides kissing or sucking another womens breast. I was in heaven. She returned the favor. what a night. I told my husband when he came home and the next time we were together we all made love together. I found another women i was in love with and she -- me. and my loving husband got to fufill his life long fantasy. We are just about to go away for three day weekend and real explore each other and what this life can bring to all three of us. Just think she is 46 and her name is wanda and my husband is 32 and i am only 39. We have a long life together. I am just thankfull that god has let us meet. and I am catholic. i have rights to be happy and be in love what else is there??????
Kayla Bostick. When I was about 10 years old I had some weird feelings for this really good friend of mine. She was my best friend at the time so I didnt let it bother me. To make a long story short we did some things together and that is when I knew I was a lesbian.
Elizabeth H. I met a woman who is an actress. I wasn't into her at first and then one day she left a message on my machine saying she loved me. I thought it strange since we didn't know each other that well. From Sept. to Dec. of that year we were like cats in heat but both in straight relationships. Finally on my 31st birthday she invited me to her house for lunch. We ate. I sat on her bed and she sat behind me kissing my shoulders. I had longed for this moment for many months and now what a great birthday present. We undressed and kissed each other. We spooned and caressed each other. I found myself taking control and finding courage to move forward. I touched her and she was immediately aroused. We began kissing so passionately that we forgot ourselves. and then she pushed my face away from hers for a moment and looked into my eyes with such a deep and emotional and loving understanding that I felt myself shiver. She looked right into my soul with her eyes as black as a selkies. I knew from that moment that we had been together for a millenia. Time and time again, life after life. And her in this moment we both understood the intensity of what we were doing. She made love to me. At first she wasn't quite sure what to do, but she satisfied me in her innocence. I saw her a few times after that and then she broke it off. She became terribly frightened of what I had become to her. I see her on a regular basis as a "friend" and it tears me up inside that she cannot see the true purity that we are and always have been. I love you M.
Wei Shan Li. Send a girl here who loves to have sex every minute!
la reina. Me gustaria conocer otras personas. Gracias.


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